I’m done with romantic ventures

So yesterday the guy (who has a gf he won’t mention in my earshot or has yet to at all)I like at work initiated physical contact (gesturing for a hug) as I was leaving work. Today he was like I didn’t get my hug yet today (so there’s once) then as we were about to leave he gives me a hi-5 then opens his arms in a gesture for a hug (there’s twice in one day) and in between all of that he’s saying subtle flirtatious things to me. I don’t wanna disrespect his gf and honestly I’m afraid he’s not gonna tell me and I’m gonna have to bring it up before it’s too late. I’m scared his next thing will be to try to kiss me and we definitely don’t need that I’ve been celibate for 10 months and I’ve yet to have sex with romantic feeling behind but I bet it’s a MF to shake off so I don’t wanna go there, because I’m horny I almost had sex with a 19yr old that only promised me 15min lol we didn’t do it only because he had his sister with him because my mother was gone til 6am I had invited over here during the game cause he’d asked me when he could have my 😺 real talk I’ve known him for quite a while this isn’t new nor shocking news but I cut a hunk of skin out my thumb attempting to shave for him so to me that’s a sign to not & I locked my keys in my car because I was thinking about how that guys gf came to pick him up from work but he’s walking around me like he’s single & his fb is private smh I’m done with penis and romance. I’m tired & drained

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Oh so that’s what we doin’ now?

African American Proverb. Said when one is behaving brand new.  (via blkproverbs)
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I’m at my HS homecoming

I’m only here to be cute and cause my cousin asked me if I was coming and I think she only asked so I could watch her kids who I love but baby I don’t have none for a reason. Also chiiile I’m bout to see so many fine ol boos or coulda been booty buddies. I don’t even know who we’re playing

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blackmanonthemoon:

This week has been the hardest one all year

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I’m at my HS homecoming

I’m only here to be cute and cause my cousin asked me if I was coming and I think she only asked so I could watch her kids who I love but baby I don’t have none for a reason. Also chiiile I’m bout to see so many fine ol boos or coulda been booty buddies. I don’t even know who we’re playing

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