My Dad who doesn’t have a fb but his wife eyes and in imagine her it my messy aunt told him about my stays where I was along people to tell that grandpa to slide in my inbox so we could get married and I could be the beneficiary on his life insurance policy. Idk what he’s talking about don’t I want my independence no no I don’t if that means struggling to provide for myself hell no for what? I don’t get that joy from hard work people talk about that is just routine to me. I’m the working poor in the weekends and free interning during the week. I work really hard and I don’t feel anything except broke. So yes I would like someone’s Pop Pop to take care of me. My Dad was talking about I needed to delete it and post a retraction…nigga this ain’t no paper B and I still mean all of that so that would be a lie. He said something about I got all these scriptures and that was contradictory to that. How Sway? If I was to marry a Christian man with some money that’s a sin? guh bye me cracking a loose truthful joke every now and again ain’t gone hurt nobody. It’s just like this I’m dependent poor now, in December they’re gonna try to set me out to be independent poor look I’m just looking to chill but not feel the cold realities and harsh truths of struggle and to try to deny me of that requires a response of boy please. I love God and he sending test from the head eff boy of them all smh I know the Bible say obey so I made it only visible to me I ain’t seen that nigga since September of freshman year and he always trying to give some advice like he’s loved this life he’s like Tyrese like who tf really feels like he knows what he’s talking about, Jody? y’all listening to Jody now? smh I can’t take tart nigga seriously cause I knew him before all this supposed transformation, whatever bruh.
The week before my period I experience PMS like a mf I try real hard not to hate everyone and cuss them out.
I’ma stop playing around with the stuff I put on my face. it’s dry and in so much pain around my nose ugh. I might’ve gotten sunburned but idk.