Loving somebody more than you know need them is hard.

I like this guy at work we have such great chemistry together like I honestly feel vibes looking into his eyes and talking. Like looking in his eyes & talking with him makes our surroundings & those who are in it disappear, but what crashed my spaceship was that I creeped on his FB & found out he’s dating this black girl my nephew use to talk to (I mention she’s black because he’s hispanic and maybe has a thing for black girls) they never got far but I liked her she was nice. Also here’s the big kicker either she is/was pregnant because he was talking about pray for my son. He hasn’t given any hints beyond that on FB. However in person he has yet to mention his gf & his son which doesn’t mean anything cause I’ve been there 2 months and I’ve only really consistently spoken to 2 maybe 3 people and bet they don’t know my all business, so I understand. What was weird was he was coming back there with another manager and I was texting and he was like I seen you texting your bf. I didn’t outright confirm nor deny. All I said in a sarcastic tone was, “Oh yeah”. Then he came back later and I needed him to help me unfreeze my register and he had like 5 minutes left til he has to get off. So I apologized cause he still stuff to do before he left and he was like why? I was like huh? He says why are you sorry? that made me feel weird idk why probably because people don’t normally ask you why you certain things unless they’re opinions but rarely statements. I told him why and he said it was fine & they’d be ok. So he’s sitting on a post next to me and I said something that made him respond with, you trying to rush me. Which I wasn’t but I felt nervous because he’s a manager so he needs to go do his business and standing back there staring in my eyes God Bless lead me biut into temptation

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